Friday, January 16, 2009
had a major thing happen to me yesterday ....all because of BAND ...
haiz ....
i am sick and tired of being against them ...
i do not want to be in NORTHEN IRELAND and SRI LANKA ....
gonna be in switzerland (neutral)
i have no more energy to fight this with yall...
who am i trying to kid ?
i am just a puppet right ??
i have no say ... or rather STUDENTS have no say ....
i am sick n tired of you guys twisting the words of mine ....
do you now how disappointed i am to see BAND in this state ?
Have i not put in effort for the band ??
is it only your beloved conductor and your DM & ABM who is kind enough to put in effort ?
i am off this war TEACHERS !!!!
i am calling a truce !!!
as i know, the longer i fight this war for my rights ...
the more i will lose n be drained off(tired la)
come on, we all know that it not all about the political views ,,,
you guys should really know deep down why am i fighting ....
it cause ......................
haiz ...
there are too many things in life which i regretted ...
and one of it is in becoming the band major ...
or should i say a puppet major ??
hell damm i am right about myself ...
A PUPPET !! a stupid puppet who did not realise her foolishness until now ...
i surrender ... teachers are you happy ??
i will just keep my mouth shut for the whole of next three months and then gave from all politics ...
BAND has the worst politics in the school ...
especially with people like me , teachers and conductor...
our view just don't match ..
not only that , your way of doing things really allow me to detest myself ...
the things that that you wanna me to do is really against my principles ...
however , like i said . stidents have no rights ....
no matter how much i explain ...
the teachers will just entertain us and afterall that still say that we are in the wrong ??
teachers's respect !!
teachers are inmature people who are trying to fight with teenagers -.-
have yall ever respect us without me ever fighting ...??
i come here is to study whereas i am stuck in political fights and to struggles to cope for my studies ...
thought of dropping one subjects by the way ....
cos i really cannot sope with this ...
leon encouraged me to drop bio ...
as yall know ... i need double the effort to get a pass ...
pass ? come on i think i am worth more than that ....
hhahahahhahas watever la ..
this is just my views about the stuggles for band ...
k gtg
doing bio now
love
sze ling :)