Friday, January 30, 2009
haiz ...
currently thinking of my situation right now ...
darn it ...
i noe i shldn't be thinking all about this right now ...
gotta go study right ??
lols ..
maybe i am not ready for the change
i am not ready to change ...
childish huh ?
ya i agree but how shld i react than ?
i just found out last week ...
its sudden ..
shocked i will call it ...

had focus test today ..
couldn't finish my summary ...
Y ???
cos i was having a mental block ...
and before that michelle was advising me abt the stuffs ..
dunno whether i can still go on n put on the smiley face everyday ...
i trying frens ...
seriously i am ...
everyday i force on this smile ...
trying to act nothing had happen ...
but i cannt ...
haiz ...
hatta try harder ba ...

i forsee this year to be a very stressful n emo year ...
partly bcus of Os n family affairs ...
this year is a real deal !!
luckily i still have my frens to lean on ...
most importantly i have nick /leon/michelle to lean on ...
without them ...
i dunno whether i can still get thru alll the tings lols ...

thanks guys i really love you guys ...
for everything that you guys have done ...

also wanna give thanks to 2 special teachers who were there for me when i was on the verge of collapsing .,,,

thanks chers ....
lols lols lols ...
gtg ...
sleep:)
love
sze ling :)

posted by patricia on 5:50 PM
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