Monday, February 9, 2009
dear lord ..i come before you right now ...
lord i pray for strength in me and for me ...
i know i got caught up with life ...
i am sorry ..
i know my actions are definately not shining for you but to actually downgrade you ...
scences from the past keep flashing right before me ...
wat have i done to praise you ??? none ............
what have i done to shine for you ? none....
what have i done to proclaim myself as a child of god?none ....
hmmmm ...
wonder which conmandments have i broken ?
hmmm i guess ...
almost everything ...
lord i am sorry ...
and i willing to start afresh ...
but lord are you willing to afresh with me ?
lord i really love you ...
thank you lord for everything that you had done for me ...
amen ...
well really found out which ppl i can trust n which i cant ...
obviously teachers are a no no no no no ...
only a few teachers ...
who truly understand n cares for me ...
i will forever remember you teachers ..
god really send yall for me ....
thanks god ...
jwss is full of crap i tell you !!!
lost my camera n they never do anything about it lor ...
ok they have done ...
they check a few class ...
its not the no. of class that disappoint me is the way they react to it ..
haiz ...
watever liao la ...
one more yr n i am out of this stupid school ...
nick comfort me to day ...
eventhough he did nothing much...
his presence there really enlightens me ...
although this few days i have been feeling a little forlorn ....
but i guess everthing will work out with nick n my frens ard me ...
altho this few days i will break down more ...
but who don't
i am going thru a though time ...
n i cant be happy ..
who will
lols
anyway
gtg
love
sze ling :)