Wednesday, February 18, 2009
had alot of thinking ...listened to so small by carrie underwood ...
i think this song really describe me what i am feeling ....
am the amazing thing is that the show offered advices ....
heres the lyrics ...
have a look ...
What you got if you ain't got love?
The kind that you just wanna give away
It's okay to open up
Go ahead and let the light shine
i know it's hard on a rainy day
You wanna shut the world out
And just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith'
Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
And when you figure out
Love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small
It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big at the time
It's like a river that's so wide
It swallows you whole
While you're sitting around thinking 'bout what you can't change
And worrying about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count 'cause you can't get it back
(repeat chorus)
it made me realised that i have not appreciate the love that i am getting ..
and i think once i appreciate it ...
all my problems now will seem so small !!!
no matter what bad things is happening now ....
time wont wait for me ..
i will still have to carry on with this life ...
if i keep thinking about my problems ...
my problems will swollow me up inside ..(which technically it is already doing it bit by bit)
i dun want to change into a monster ...
i want to be ME !! JUST ME !!
i want to get back my bubbly-ness/confident/carefreeness ...
i hate myself right now ...
i want to change ...
anyway got back my bio tests ...
shocked me !!!!
i passed !!!
for both tests ..
scored 11/15 for the class test n 22/40 for the focus test ...
omg omg ...
lols ...
bio is the only one that surprised me ...
the rest i am disappointed with myself ...
english was horrible ...
phew ..
need to work much harder for english ...
god ...
i really need help for english here ...
hmmmm
btw ....
i was quite proud of myself that today i spoke less
!@##$@#$@#%^^%#$ words ..
lols lols
'' round of applause everybody'' lols
anyway gtg ...
needa do bio/eng homework n learn chi for the test tml ...
bye
love
sze ling