hurt ........
Thursday, February 26, 2009
today was such a stupid and crazy day for me ....first we were 'lectured'by mr paul for not taking eng seriously ..
by not putting in our heart and soul into it ...
well i apologise ...
but who is there to blame ??
we are all already so tired from all the tests/homeworks/personnal stuffs ...
no matter how the teachers see us to be bubbly/playful/watever
we are not like that deep down ...
every single one of us is struggling right inside ...
however we choose not to display it as it will only affect everybody ..
teachers if you eveer come upon this post ..
we are seriously tired..
but no matter what we will still persist on ...
its not only because its our future ... but it is also that we are ablee to sense all the hardwork that you guys put in us :)
thanks ...
after that .
something happen n nick's wallet got stolen...
he was pissed off ...
pissed off till i cant even tok to him ..
geezzzz ....
wondering ..
i can sense that two out of the three really wants to find the wallet /..
but one is super idiot to be even angry ...
god ...
its ur fault why put the blame into others ??
nick ...
i dunno what to say ...\
am lost for speech right now ...
the way u pushed me aside really hurt me ....
what happen to all those promises for not walking away from me ??
is it all gone ?
i understand that ur pissed ...
i am too ..
i understand how u feel cos i experienced it b4 ....
but dammm it really hurts me ....
i am one who is willing to go thru thick n thin with you not to be pushed aside ...
i am one who really loves you not one who will not bother about you ...
i am one who understands its hard for the both of us ...
i am one who really wanna help you
hurt i am badly hurt by what you have done ...
i dun blame you as i know its difficult ...
neither do i want you to say sorry to me ...
i just want you to love me ..
is it that difficult ?????
gtg
love
sze ling :)