Sunday, March 29, 2009
damm bloody irritated now ......everybody is so noisy and annoying .......
cant even allow me to have peace ....!!
keep asking me questions ....
stop it la ...........
dad !!!
stop acting kind and thought that i don't mind your past ....
stop acting as if you have mend your ways .....
we all know u didn't ........
the truth is ....
the whole wide world know what you did ....
the pain and hurt you caused me will never be forgiven .....
no matter how much i want to ....
but too bad its not gonna happen .....
mom!!!
stop telling me that your very pitiful ....
wanting to die bla bla bla ....
hello !!!!!!
me too ok ....
your not the only one who is suffering ,....
me too ....
idiots !!!!!!
i got my studies to care for too ....
bloody hell !
the way you guys treat and talk to me is as if i am your punching bag .....
wtf ..........
do i have a big label on me saying i am your punching bag ?
god idiots .....
having an damm headache right now .......
bloody shit !
cant i even have one minute of peace ?
you guys want me to treat you guys as if everything is normal .....
but your doings is making me even more pathetic ....
fcuk !
stop telling me that life sucks....
like i didn't notice ??
obviously i knew a long time ago .......
how long do you guys want me to carry on this fake smile ??
its sinking to be part of me every minute ....
its like the HIVvirus ....
they will slip into the DNA and be part of it ....
at the end it will kill the host slowly and painfully ....
this fake smile has been with me for god knows how long .......
damm it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanna smile genuinely ......
can your at least give me the chance too ?
idiots !!!!!!
venting out my anger and frustration .....
phew !
it helps .....
love
sze ling :)