Wednesday, May 27, 2009
actually realise that i am conforming to social norm ....
i am taking things for granted .....
looking at noella's blog and i think i was blindslided by my hatresness ....
don't get me wrong i don't hate mr paul i just dislike his teaching ....
but now obviously i see a new light ...
and i can say i found a new respect for him ....
i went to tell myself to try seeing everybody in a new light ...
esp. my dad .....
as most of you know ...
i habour deep hatred for him ...
but after the realisation ...
i saw him in a new perspective ...
and i actually asked him to teach me chinese ...
lols
he is actually quite good at it ...

i found out that it is all in the mind ...
how you hate a person and how you love a person ...
if you can't change the eviroment ...
might as well change yourself to not make yourself so miserable ...
i gotta stay positive till after Os ....
i cant let anything affect my results ...
i got back my results and it wasn't satisfying ...
i got 12/38 for class position and 18/173 for level position ..
didn't like it ...
have to do better

love
sze ling :)

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