Saturday, November 21, 2009
'O' level was over a week ago ...but i still get the feeling that the stress has yet to be released off my shoulders ....
jobs hunting has yet to be successful ...
i failed my lifeguard water assessment thus i have to wait for the next water assessment ...
for now i have to go for interviews at restaurants .....
hope i get a job before its too late ....
i wonder all these things that i have been through are all predestine ....
and if so will my ordeals be lifted ????
of course i can't deny that there are really happy times where i do feel bless
friends that will support me till the end ......
but obviously there are times when i am crestfallen ....
times when i do doubt what is my true purpose in life .....
does money really matters ??
i can't believe that money really destroy people's character ..
is money more important then kinship ?????
like many ....
i have really hit the barrier which i am not confident in crossing .....
love
sze ling :)